How do I even begin to verbalize these feelings I cannot describe?
I'm fatally drawn to you, a deep connection like you were a love in my past life.
Ripped away much too soon but
Intuitively I feel the negative karma between you and me.
There's a block, a wall, a stop keeping me from understanding your complexity.
This burdens me, such a struggle for me
I am defeated each time you walk away seemingly care free
I don't think you need me.
You project your best onto me but tell me,
Do I burden your day like a heavy ball and chain?
This is magnetic, electric - intriguing, too intense to dismiss
your presence tortures me, the way you look through me, past me, beyond me
What is it that you see there?
I don't know how you perceive me
I take on the pain, trying to settle the score
Pull your cards, play that ace babe
Am I prepared to be the woman you replace?
Experiencing mental highs and spiritual lows, wondering where this connection may die...
No one knows.
I look up to you idealistically but you I'm beginning to see
You're not looking after me.
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